Synesthesia

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About this track

This song lives in the overlap where senses stop agreeing with each other.
Kisses carry color. Fear has texture. Panic tastes like sawdust and glass.

It’s written from inside a synesthetic spiral… where attraction feels dangerous, familiarity turns gray, and even breathing doesn’t behave the way it’s supposed to. Every emotion arrives as flavor, weight, or surface; some lift, some drop, all of them unavoidable.

What most people feel as anxiety, this track experiences as hue, taste, texture, vertigo.
A love affair with sensation.
A body that translates fear into color and doesn’t ask permission first.

Jon Hadley

Jonathan Hadley

Bio:

Jonathan Hadley is a musician and producer whose work explores atmosphere, texture, and emotionally direct songwriting. He is the founder of Abrasive Monologues, an independent artist collective and label, and releases music both under his own name and through collaborative projects within the roster.

Jon Hadley writes music like memories… out of order, half-lit, and sharper than it should be. As the founder of Abrasive Monologues, he builds sonic and narrative spaces where friction is never a flaw… it’s the point. His work moves between music, philosophy, and narrative realism, often circling themes of cost, love, and structural truth. When he’s not writing, he’s architecting systems that let other artists do the same… louder, cleaner, and with more control than the industry ever wanted to give them.

Artist:
Jonathan Hadley

Release Date:
October 15, 2025

Record Label:
Abrasive Monologues

Writing Credits

Musical Composition:
J E Jackson

Lyrics:
J E Jackson

Musical Performance:
Jonathan Hadley – Guitars

Production Credits

Mixing:
Jonathan Hadley

Mastering:
Jonathan Hadley

Lyrics

You know synesthesia
Is a lot of fun
You get to feel
You can feel every emotion
In a color
Texture
 
But it also means
You get to fear everything
In multiple ways too
It's always give and take
 
I got stuck on the color of your kiss
Orange hues that I typically fall in
Cigarette smoke is distantly calling
And it smells so blue
 
The feel of these bed sheets is danger
You taste like the deep gray of a stranger
Sand between my teeth
I feel manic
Sawdust in my joints from the panic
 
Where most people would just breathe energetically
I got to feel my fear Synesthetically.
 
How I don't know
I ache in flavors I don't control
One texture makes me high
Another low
A love affair with vertigo
 
I got stuck in the flavor of breaking
Bitter notes that are constantly aching
Somewhere I am patiently waiting
Feeling blue
 
The feel of your skin is danger
You taste like the deep gray of a stranger
Glass between my teeth
I feel manic
Sawdust in my joints from the panic
 
How I don't know
I ache in flavors I don't control
One texture makes me high
Another low
A love affair with vertigo

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