Artists: Jonathan Hadley
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Release Information Production Credits About this track “Damages” is the title track to the album and also the final song. This is the song where it all falls apart. The massive vocal performance blends into an intense unraveling of guitars, drums, rot and dust… mixed with a little touch of Hadley defiance. Lyrics Six voices…
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Release Information Production Credits About this track “Fragments” is a song about learning to breathe around the noise. Around the contradictions. Around the parts of you that never shut up, even when you’re doing everything right. This is Hadley painting with a brush that refuses to let go, sitting still while everything burns, and choosing…
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Release Information Production Credits About this track “Safe Distance” describes what it’s like to never have a quiet moment between tension and breaking. No where you can escape the shockwave that’s always coming. Lyrics It’s been so many yearsBut I think you finally seeThe rot is hereDraped across this momentYou say nobody’s hereThat cares aboutIf…
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About No one tells you that when you feel safe enough to look backwards and see the thing that hurt you… and then defeat it… That everything you know has to be relearned from the ground up. You’ve never done anything without trauma scripting… trauma chemistry. You’ve got this blank slate and now you get…
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Release Information Production Credits About this track “Synesthesia” sits at the collision point where emotion and sensation blur into one overloaded signal. It isn’t just about feeling too much… it’s about feeling things in every direction at once. The track leans into the truth of living with cross-wired senses: colors bleeding into taste, textures carrying…
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Release Information Production Credits About this track Between the verses, the spoken section rips away the last layer of pretense. It’s the admission that all the self-help frameworks and mental health scripts don’t actually catch you when you drop… they just give you vocabulary for why it’s “normal” to drown. The world doesn’t pause for…
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Release Information Production Credits About this track Dust is the sound of walking back into a place that used to feel like safety and finding only decay waiting for you. It’s the moment I realized that home didn’t stay frozen in time… it rotted in my absence, just like the parts of me that were…
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Release Information Production Credits About this track The opening track of Damages doesn’t warm you up… it drops you straight into the wreckage.This is the moment after returning to the house where everything started to unravel…the moment the childhood framework finally collapsed under its own weight. The song sits in that aftermath, not as nostalgia,…
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Release Information Production Credits About this track Ram is the final track from Jon Hadley’s Color EP. Color was an exploration of his inner world that broke the mirror he’d learned to look into, revealing the rot in the paint. It’s a statement of Pathological Demand Avoidance. The record wanted to crush me… But it…
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Release Information Production Credits About this track “Stable” is the intermission track of the album. It’s a break from the heft of everything that surrounds it… a short vocal giving way to a melodic guitar interlude on its way back into the wreckage. Lyrics Home couldn’t holdA safe distanceI’m holding the tensionI’m breathing inI’m drowning…